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Monday, 26 March 2012

I'm not okay. (reflections on mz_d0rkabl3 's #Are you okay?)

I've read mz_d0rkabl3's "Are you okay?" post and this made me ask myself. Am I okay? After a blink or two, I knew the answer.

I'm not okay because lately I have this fear. A fear that probably doesn't exist to people my age---the fear of being alone in the future. I'm in my early 20s... but I really dread not finding someone to be with in the future. I'm trying to figure out what's wrong with me. (yes, girls do over analyze and I'm not an exception.) I guess being surrounded by girls my age who are in a relationship somehow has an effect on me, some call it ---pressure.

Good thing, I am surrounded by a few good friends who remind me to stick to what makes me happy and never be pressured by these things. One friend even pointed out that, being in a relationship now doesn't guarantee you not to be alone in the future. And with that, I rest my case.

Wednesday, 08 February 2012

Love is...

Since it is February, the so-called Love Month...

Let me share some of thoughts on what it is for me...

 Love is like a light bulb...bright and beaming at first, but eventually burns out in the end.

 They say silent waters run deep...so Love is like a silent river...it drowns the first one who jumps in.

 Love is like payday...I can't wait for it to arrive!
 
 Love is like the newest,coolest and most expensive gadget...I don't have it.

What is Love for you?

Monday, 30 January 2012

Suggestions?

Got any songs to recommend to wake my sleepy head?

Thursday, 19 January 2012

Sit back and relax?

Okay,so the documents I need will be available next week. I have read and browse almost every article I need for the upcoming project. One of my bosses said, I should just sit back and relax at the moment,but what else can I do?

So I open my Xanga account and then, there it is, that 'add weblog' button awaits. I am back in business, well, at least for the moment, when my hands aren't tied up to work.

*one of my co-workers approaches, says, 'there's food in the other department'...break*

After a short pizza break, where was I again?

Oh that, I'm back in the business for blogging. I miss blogging anyway and I need to practice my 'writing' abilities, by organizing my thoughts for reports and all that stuff. I think the I have deteriorated quite a lot in writing reports and my vocabulary feels so limited. I need to find ways to improve it. I do read, but it still seem insufficient for present need.

What should I do? Any suggestions?
If you had the money to do so, what is one book you would buy and give a copy to everyone you know?

I just answered this Featured Question; you can answer it too!

Probably, it will be THE ALCHEMIST by Paulo Coelho so that they will know the importance of following their heart's desire or searching for their Personal Legend. I think, most of my decisions, were subconsciously influenced by this simple lesson I learned from the book and I want to share it to everyone. I think somehow, the world will be a better place.

(So bored, I had to answer questions about anything interesting these past days.)